好吃。。好吃。。

听了朋友们说这里 TESCO 的 custard doughnuts 很好吃，昨天去买了两包，呵呵。。两包才卖一英镑。。真的很好吃。。里面的custard流着出来，香香的。。doughnuts 松松软软的。。吃这个的时候让我想起 MID VALLEY 的 cream puffs。。哈哈。。之前没想到 TESCO brand 的食物还不错下。。

不知道马来西亚的 TESCO brand 食物和英国这里的一样吗?英国的 TESCO brand 还不赖耶！个个朋友都还蛮喜欢。便宜又好吃（比其他牌子便宜咯）。算英镑咧，省一省吧！每个学生在这里都尝试了很多 TESCO 的食物。大家都瞬间变成了 TESCO supporters。哈哈。。买它的鸡蛋，牛油，芝士，面包，水果，蔬菜，意大利面，乳酸菌，芘萨，雪糕，薯条，香肠，还有很多很多。。都还蛮可以吃的。。

突然想念很多马来西亚的食物。。

critical moment is coming..!! Mr. Assignments is dating me..

Rushing assignments during weekend, especially on Sunday. I feel that the first month in UK is nothing much, the real critical moment is just begin now!! Ya, assignmentssssssssssss are chasing me and cause me to dream of the strict lecturer. Suffering moments..!!

Roughly every weeks, even everyday got certain assignments to rush. The time is so pack. Somemore still have to read so many long long articles before attending classes. Wah, we are not the classic superman or superwoman!! We are not considered as too "last minute" because once the assignments have been distributed, it never goes far from the deadlines.

The assignmentsssssss are not an easy task, it really kills brain cells... SERIOUS!! All kinds of blurring questions, topics, areas, or even lecture and lecture notes. Really need time to absorb and figure out. Need time to get more extra readings and information as well. Really really tired.. T.T Somemore the works are packed into the same moment. How to finish at once??

Just now rushing assignments until 12am something, suddenly found that I still remember the feeling of "hungry". Forgot to take dinner, or I should say I got no time to eat. I was just focusing on my laptop for the whole day and keep on typing... typing.. Father always asks me how come I can type so fast? Don't know.. you type slower jek..I am not very fast also.. =.=" exaggerate.. get trained maybe?? always type...type...type...

My friend from another block which also rushing assignment urged me to eat the instant rice. Keep msn me and ask me eat. No choice, didn't take dinner yet, and is really damn hungry. Take a small bowl of meal. So late already, dare not eat too much, drink more water lo..hehe..

Mr. Assignments is dating me for this whole week.. Fully booked..Nice to meet you ya =.="

Monday dating with Mr. Media Business
Tuesday dating with Mr. Hollywood and Genre
Wednesday dating with Mr. Travel and Mr. Mass Comm Project
Thursday dating with Mr. Representations
Weekend dating with next week Mr. Assignment's best friend, the so called Mr. Deadlines...(still got many coming deadlines..faint.. =.=" ) and I suddenly think of this week interview with lecturer =.="

Last week heard my coursemate cum flatmate said that the other gang of flatmates (Commerce girls) are weird and ego. This morning I really experienced the weird situation. I went to the kitchen and cook, saw one of them coming into the kitchen. I was smiling to her and great her HI or HELLO, she glanced at me a while and act nothing, then continue her things. No response at all.. apa ini.. =.=" then we remained in the kitchen, I was doing my things while she was doing her things. Remain silent and no interaction at all. I was the one who giving out ONE WAY communication at the beginning. Damn awkward.

Hey, Commerce leh, should be very communicative. How come act like anti-social leh?? Smile and say HI are very common leh.. should give response leh.. this is basic way to be polite leh.. aiyer, university student already, how come TARC never teach you the skills to interact?? We staying in the same unit, you cant just act like this for these few months, right? ish... =.="

喘不过气来

谢谢大家的生日祝福，谢谢昨天朋友们的心意。。虽然很简单，但是很开心。。哈哈。。

奈何，我的生日竟然伴随着无限的担忧与压力，真的很难熬，很压力，喘不过气来。。这个学位还真的不容易。。功课一堆一堆，好像永远做不完一样。。梦魔啊！！救命！！睡觉也不得安宁。。现在是英国时间大约早上六点半。。刚刚半夜天还没亮时（估计大约凌晨两、三点），我迷迷糊糊醒了一下，看了看窗口。。黑黑的。。又到回去继续睡。。因为四点多已经有阳光了。。所以我想应该还早吧！

结果刚刚早上六点就起床，简直是不能再睡下去了。昨晚做梦了，连做梦也梦见他！！你真是我的梦魔，让我读书读到好辛苦。。不只是我，连朋友们都觉得见到你就很压力！！大家都在倒数回家的日子。。=.=" 哭。。。 T.T 现在连睡觉也会吓醒。。

birthday dinner

First time having my birthday in UK. Sounds not bad.. Receive wishes from family and friends. A great warm one. Especially my M2 gang still remember to celebrate for me. A warm and touching one!! Ooh, cake! A nice one. Before this, I never think that I have a chance to eat a piece of birthday cake in UK. I wish I have it. Ya, I really have it finally!

Ooh, my God, is the lemon flavour, I LOVE that..!! I hope I can remember the taste forever and the meaning behind it. I like the drawing on the windows too!!

Thanks for my dear friends..Thanks! Muacksszzz.... ^o^

光阴飞逝，岁月半点不留人

一眨眼，不知不觉在英国已经待了将近一个月。原来光阴真的是半点不留人。很快的，不久的将来，又是回家的时刻了。

心情有时候变得很矛盾，一方面倒数着回家的日子，因为想念家人和食物。大家都是忙碌的学生，又怎么可能费时准备好吃点的食物呢？哈哈。。通常随随便便就是一餐了。。而且来这里是承受课业上的压力，又不是单纯来旅行，也难怪想快点毕业回家了。最近真的是一步一步走向越来越忙碌的日子了。东西永远像一堆山似的，不知道何年何月才可以完全把它完成似的！

可是，一方面又可能会很怀念这里自由自在及到处游荡的日子。毕竟这次可能是人生中最后一次当学生了。以后将开始另一段为老板做牛做马的日子了。哈哈。。

慢慢体会到自己不再是小孩了，心境要变得成熟些，不能再自私地耍小孩脾气了。。哈哈。。怀念一下下。。过了后天的生日，心力路程又多了一些些。。生日曾经是每个小孩最期待的日子之一，但是人长大之后，原来生日可以变得那么“无所谓”。。祝我自己生日快乐吧！^o^

最近上网找了一些相关公司的资料，发了很多封电邮给不同的公司，为毕业后的工作日子筹备筹备。现在只是希望一毕业就能找到理想的工作。。但愿如此。。

sunny day

Freezing for quite a long time in UK. Especially the day we went to Manchester city. Wow, strong wind + cold weather.. Cannot imagine how come UK summer is such a freezing one. How they survive during winter time? Should have a portable heater huh? haha..no wonder Westerners like the bright sun so so much. I still remember the strong wind make us feeling "flying in the air".

Finally, today is quite a sunny one. No more feeling too cold although the temperature still low. Hopefully this kind of weather can stay a bit more longer. Who knows the afternoon had a sudden rain. What an unpredictable weather at Liverpool! Hopefully my mood and emotions would not change to be so sudden and so unpredictable.

Some of the lecturers' heavy English accent is still a nightmare for us. Ya, including me and my friends. Luckily some is still consider OK. One of the lecturers is the hardest to be understand. I wonder whether he is coming from Scotland. But he is the most handsome one. Haha..especially when he is smiling, is very very "sunny". Ya, sunny as today's weather.

As I know, Scottish's English is quite hard to be understand. God bless me!

黑色星期一

心情灰灰的，黑黑的。。全course的人都被吓了一吓。。原来大家还是会忧虑的。。大老远飞来这里不过就是为了一张“沙纸”，为什么还要这样吓唬我们，心脏快要不能负荷了。这样不是在激励我们，反而让我们精神紧张。

大学生了，还要被当作小学生看待。真是一群可怜的东西！人类都是一群可怜的动物，站在各自的岗位，各有各的任务，身不由己！

下午的午餐只煮了一碗热呼呼的紫菜蔬菜汤，喝了觉得暖暖的，好像可以镇定心情一样。过后又有一样令人心情酸酸的事情。真是一波未平，一波又起！搞得今天心情糟糟的！虽然不是什么大不了的事，可是心情还是一再地觉得伤伤的。看开点吧!

是我太看重了吗？还是别人太没有心了？我不知道，也不想知道了。答案似乎变得不太重要，重要的是如何做好自己。

累累的。。生活开始进入“忙碌”状态，没有心情管别的了。。课业忙碌，欧洲旅行又还没有决定。。一切都还在摸索状态。。希望可以快点上轨道。。

刚刚不小心睡着了一下，又要爬起来准备明天的课。。朋友突然打电话问我要不要去看“脱衣秀”。。看了看时间，很夜了，又累又不清醒。。刚开始时，我连电话都说得迷迷糊糊的。下次有机会再去吧！

祝福所有的朋友，希望大家平平安安过完这几个月，大家顺利毕业吧！神啊，保佑我们！

Manchester United - The Old Trafford

Wow, never think that I will visit any football stadiums. Hmm, because I am not a die hard fans of any football teams..haha...However, Old Trafford is quite a nice one. Yup, never regret to go once although I am not totally understand what is happening regarding football. Haha...

At least, I can feel the spirit of being a successful football player. The players are struggling like us. They need to put effort in order to obtain fame. Sounds similar with us. We are the students who struggling to put effort in order to get a good result. Although sometimes it is a little bit suffer. So, motivation is a MUST!

Time is passing very fast. Hope everything will be going smoothly and finally end my study life very soon. Sometimes, I feel so tired because I realise that we have study for nearly 20 years. Quite a significant part of our life.

Cheers for every football players. Cheers for MU, cheers for Liverpool, cheers for every students.. CHEERS!!!

掉入英国的梦境

在英国逗留了第七天，偶尔还会觉得自己在英国的梦境里游荡。

喜欢这里的气候，喜欢这里的环境，喜欢这里的建筑物，喜欢这里的街道，喜欢这里的空气，喜欢这里人的亲切感，喜欢这里绿油油的草地，喜欢这里的一草一树。。喜欢一切一切。。随手乱拍的照片都有可能变成一幅画。。

很多朋友把这里赞得天上有，地上无。难道真的是“外国月亮比较圆”？？难怪这么多大马人出国后就不想回国了。。哈哈。。大马，你要加油才行啊！难怪我飞之前，阿姨打电话给我，叮咛我记得要想家。。有啦，有啦。。当然会想家，还有食物？？呵呵。。

每天从宿舍走路去上课竟然要一个小时左右？？好吧，当作是群体晨运咯！在这里我做最多的活动就是走路，走啊。。走啊。。走走走。。除了走还是走。。把我可怜的双脚累垮了。。惜惜。。每天都很累，就像打完仗一样。每次走回家的路程都是半昏迷状态。。晕！ =.=" 因为这几天从早到晚在外面乱逛。。哈哈。。用脚走路的。。不累才怪

早上有大太阳哦，还好气温是冷冷凉凉的，不会流汗。。可是晚上冷到要命。。寒风吹进骨子里。。

突然很想念学院的一位朋友，很遗憾在英国的日子里没有她的陪伴。但愿她一切安好！不过幸亏还有一群可爱的朋友在身旁。

早上四点多就惊醒了。。我每次清晨被英国的阳光骗了。。才四、五点大太阳已经高高挂，还很普照，光线蛮强的。。我还以为睡迟了。。然后又回去睡。。朋友们都是这样。。哈哈。。再这样下去会不会神经衰弱？？呵呵。。开玩笑。。^o^ 早餐吃 milk + cornflakes ，够营养吧？嘻嘻。。

迎新会把我们的视线拉回课业上，好像还没有mood要上课，是时候把心情收拾一下。希望快点把学业完成，快点寻找未来的方向。失去方向感的我实在是超级没有安全感。。忧哉 =.=”